: A Conversation
Jes : I am not sure that I exist, actually.
himself : why do you said that?
Jes : In my mind, I am all the things I met in life,
I am all the writers that I have read,
all the people that I have met,
all the women that I have loved;
all the cities I have visited.
himself : ….what do you want me to see?
Jes : If I could live again my life,in the next,
I’ll try to make more mistakes,
Jes : can I feel the same in the cities as I was in the other places with breathing self and mind-blowing nobody?
himself : …………………………….
Jes : say something pretentious,at least.
himself : I am not sure that I exist, actually.
Is that what you want to hear?
himself : I like who you are, and being you is tremendously marvellous. But don’t expect.
Jes : ………………
I’ll take more risks.
Jes : I can give you my loneliness, my darkness, the hunger of my heart,
I am trying to bribe you with uncertainty, with danger, with defeat.
himself : sorry, i didn’t see the picture.
Jes : you must, you’re the only person I can trust,can’t I?
himself : if you trust me, which you should do, listen to this.
Plant your own gardens and decorate your own soul,
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
Jes : in the city?
himself : Anywhere.
Jes : ……………………
– End of coversation-
Photographed by Nat Prakobsantisuk
Styled by Daneenart Burakasikorn
Producer by Sivika Prakobsantisukh
Make up and Hair by Roangritz Apisitvachiramatee
Model Jes Jespipat Tilapornputt
Location Laplaya Pool Villa
Photo Assistant by Ekkapong Tantiponprasert, Jumphol Sir iin
Style Assistant by Jittida Kemkomnerd, Natticha Sresiri
Clothing by Dior, Gucci, Loewe, Prada, Ermenegildo Zegna, Vvon Sugunnasil, P-mith,
Leisure Project, MooMoo, Shone puipia, Ferragamo, Takarawong, Adi,
Shoes by Dior, Christian Louboutin, Ermenegildo Zegna, Mayawong, Ferragamo
Leisure Project, Shone puipia
words in Blue colour taken from quotes and poems by Jorge Luis Borges,Argentine essayist and poet